If scars were considered as fancy as tattoos, then I am a very expensive
piece of art, ready to be auctioned or exhibitioned in a museum. Would be
pretty interesting if it happens anytime sooner, would save me some
pain and my husband some big bucks.
Always heard people saying that if one embraces their flaws, they become invisible. But to my disappointment, my scars aren't disappearing, if anything, they are growing bigger and still as visible and evident as my short frame. So, Whoever asked us to embrace our flaws was either Nicole Kidman or completely blind. Former is flawless and the latter cant see them.
Well, here's my story. I have no tattoos done yet, but still covered in tons of scars left from bruises as my tattoos. I have a birth mark on my left shoulder and two other big marks from different accidents. Won't be a lie, if I said that I dedicated almost 80% of my life thinking what should I do with them. I went through different stages of self-console, excuses and denials, like at first I thought there is nothing that can be done, then a stage where I tried to adjust my dressing style to keep them hidden (but my love for fashion and experiment with clothes wasn't letting me make any peace with it), another stage was where I constantly told myself that the surgery is going to cost a whooping amount which should instead be spent on other wiser stuff (like clothes, shoes, bags, movies and what not in my case), then finally I hit a stage where I ran out of all the excuses and that stage made me visit a renowned plastic surgeon. Everything went well however, something evil (thats how I like to think of whatever it is) continued its spell on me and I have been running busy ever since and couldn't save a date for the surgery. Though the surgery is only a minor one (as per the doc and not me), but it will still keep me bed bound for 15-20 days for the healing and more than 6 months for the complete skin regeneration. Worst of all is that there is no one who takes 100% guarantee that the marks would completely disappear. Need I say anything? Who has 6 months? I may just die tommorow or may be on the table itself while getting operated. What would I do with all my fancy clothes, sky high heels and a scar free body in hell? (and yes, its pretty evident from my Karmas)
I am not a fan of the marks on my body, but they are symbolic of certain memories. They have been a part of my existence for the longest time and have grown older with me. So pretty thrilled by the idea of donating these marks for a new work of art. Getting inked, contrary to surgery would still help me hold on to the bad/gud memories buried in these marks from my childhood, if anything, it's only going to add some new ones to the pile, only prettier and more show-offable.
Something hidden would become a piece of art and put on display for the whole world to appreciate. And instead of digging in my closet for clothes appropriate enough to hide them, I would be hunting for clothes to show them off. Isn't that a nice thought? So its decided!!! Finally, getting inked and if anyone has any objection against it, speak now or forever hold your peace. Once its done, wouldn't leave any stone unturned in getting your ass here to show before and after pics.
Blah blah..xo xo....untill I get another scar to put a tattoo on, only this time I want to plan it. Already decided where my third tattoo is going to be..just don't tell my husband yet (its going to burn a big hole in his pocket). So, who hates me enough to leave an inch of a scar with perfection, be my guest...I meant it literally..hit me right here ..yes...anyone? ;)
PS: I need you guyz to suggest which Tattoo parlors/ Tattoo artists are the best one in Delhi. Leave suggestions and information in the comments.
My heart ILLUMINATES !!
Achieving Fashion Nirvana
Always heard people saying that if one embraces their flaws, they become invisible. But to my disappointment, my scars aren't disappearing, if anything, they are growing bigger and still as visible and evident as my short frame. So, Whoever asked us to embrace our flaws was either Nicole Kidman or completely blind. Former is flawless and the latter cant see them.
Well, here's my story. I have no tattoos done yet, but still covered in tons of scars left from bruises as my tattoos. I have a birth mark on my left shoulder and two other big marks from different accidents. Won't be a lie, if I said that I dedicated almost 80% of my life thinking what should I do with them. I went through different stages of self-console, excuses and denials, like at first I thought there is nothing that can be done, then a stage where I tried to adjust my dressing style to keep them hidden (but my love for fashion and experiment with clothes wasn't letting me make any peace with it), another stage was where I constantly told myself that the surgery is going to cost a whooping amount which should instead be spent on other wiser stuff (like clothes, shoes, bags, movies and what not in my case), then finally I hit a stage where I ran out of all the excuses and that stage made me visit a renowned plastic surgeon. Everything went well however, something evil (thats how I like to think of whatever it is) continued its spell on me and I have been running busy ever since and couldn't save a date for the surgery. Though the surgery is only a minor one (as per the doc and not me), but it will still keep me bed bound for 15-20 days for the healing and more than 6 months for the complete skin regeneration. Worst of all is that there is no one who takes 100% guarantee that the marks would completely disappear. Need I say anything? Who has 6 months? I may just die tommorow or may be on the table itself while getting operated. What would I do with all my fancy clothes, sky high heels and a scar free body in hell? (and yes, its pretty evident from my Karmas)
I am not a fan of the marks on my body, but they are symbolic of certain memories. They have been a part of my existence for the longest time and have grown older with me. So pretty thrilled by the idea of donating these marks for a new work of art. Getting inked, contrary to surgery would still help me hold on to the bad/gud memories buried in these marks from my childhood, if anything, it's only going to add some new ones to the pile, only prettier and more show-offable.
Something hidden would become a piece of art and put on display for the whole world to appreciate. And instead of digging in my closet for clothes appropriate enough to hide them, I would be hunting for clothes to show them off. Isn't that a nice thought? So its decided!!! Finally, getting inked and if anyone has any objection against it, speak now or forever hold your peace. Once its done, wouldn't leave any stone unturned in getting your ass here to show before and after pics.
Blah blah..xo xo....untill I get another scar to put a tattoo on, only this time I want to plan it. Already decided where my third tattoo is going to be..just don't tell my husband yet (its going to burn a big hole in his pocket). So, who hates me enough to leave an inch of a scar with perfection, be my guest...I meant it literally..hit me right here ..yes...anyone? ;)
PS: I need you guyz to suggest which Tattoo parlors/ Tattoo artists are the best one in Delhi. Leave suggestions and information in the comments.
I am my own SUN !!!
My heart ILLUMINATES !!
I am a power house.
Achieving Fashion Nirvana
Love all the pics.. :)
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